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The last couple of days were spent with Jay's friends from overseas. Felt good that he actually entrusted his friends to me for a day.

Also, more importantly, I saw how generous and kind he was to his friends, even though they were not that close.

There was a bit of 'drama' on the last day, most probably because I was stressed with the upcoming transitions. But hey, I still managed to pull through, and fortunately he did too. He's matured and considerate, most of the time la.

And one thing I really like about him is that he knew how to make me feel that he cared about me, when we were out with friends. He would hold my hands when we had the chance to, he would cut some food and put on my plate, etc. SO SWEET <3

Just got my results today. Not the best, but satisfactory la. Slightly disappointed at first, but I told myself that I should be grateful. I was literally at point zero six months ago. Now that I have successfully completed my course, not with flying colours, but still, completion. And I have gained so much in the last few months especially.

If everything goes well, I will be signing the rental agreement for a new place tomorrow. Will write more about my current place later. I am moving to a studio apartment, a really really mini one though. But I will have my own fridge, kitchenette, bathroom, balcony. Looking forward to it.

Will also be working in the uni starting august.

Stressed!
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