It's 12.46 am.
Today: Woke up... got my usual morning kisses from Jay...kissed him back...asked for breakfast to be served...he said he could make it in 30 mins... but I told him not to...continued sleeping for like 30 mins...woke up...had char siew buns and coffee for breakfast...did my work....heated up the fried rice he put in my fridge for lunch...worked...cooked the frozen udon noodles he bought (*imported from Japan*) with beef balls and eggs for an early dinner...worked...Jay came at 8pm just now...and we went out for a quick dessert...came back...watched a travel show on YouTube...cuddled a bit...he had to leave at around 11pm...
So this is Jay
>>> he normally wakes up earlier than me because he has to go work, and every morning, I would wake up to morning kisses on my WhatsApp...unless we argued the day before (but even if we did, he would normally still send me kisses).
>>>He doesn't mind driving 30 mins to my place, just to see me...He would never let me take the train to his place..even if I wanted to... He would come pick me up and send me home...always...
>>>He loves cooking...and he doesn't mind cooking for me...and all the washing afterwards....
>>>He would 'hide' stuff in my room for me to discover from time to time...New installations (e.g. smart storage solutions)...face masks...lubricants...food...his clothes....
>>>He knows that I like dessert and coffee...so now from time to time if he comes over he might bring me cakes...
So, you see, he's really good! But looking at some of the previous posts, I think I might have portrayed him in an unfavourable light.
So I should try to do some personal reflection now...So this is me
>>>If i am not happy about something (regardless how big or small), I would get to the bottom of it...so we argued...for a few hours for something really small...because I just couldn't let go
>>>I am not as romantic as he is...in fact i don't think I am romantic...If I am not happy, I don't send kisses to him...I even pushed him away when he tried to kiss me
>>>I am very 'high-maintenance'. I need to do stuff in proper ways (defined by me)...otherwise i get upset. It takes me significantly longer to get ready and go out...he's always waiting for me to be ready....
>>>I am overly sensitive. I will test him to see if he remembers what I told him... If it appeared that he forgot what he said he would do for me...I would get upset
>>>To conclude, as much as I hate to admit it...I think I am turning into aqueen coz he's treating me too nicely sometimes
Should I call it weird or unique? Two days ago, friday night, no, actually since Thursday...we were already in bad terms. I forgot what the exact reason was. Opps I can't even remember why we argued as if we were gonna break up. This is how crazy we can be (maybe it's me?)
And yesterday, we went for a run... 7k...and he was OK with me going for my Malaysian food! maybe that's why my mood got so much better...then we fxxxxd. Then we kissed passionately...
It's really interesting how sometimes we argued and the next second we were totally fine!
Oh, yea, now I remember. So that day, I got really angry with his attitude at dinner so I stood up suddenly and headed to the counter to pay. I was planning to pay and leave the restaurant myself. But then by the time I was done with paying, he was already waiting for me outside blocking my way and dragging me to the side. Not sure how many people were looking at us though! lol
Then he snatched my wallet! lol (now that I think of it it was so funny). He snatched my wallet so that I couldn't leave him. Then we went to the park to talk. And suddenly, this creepy/crazy/insane/mentally ill guy started stalking us. He first came to us and asked if we had a lighter. Then he stood at a pole 1 meter away from our bench and looked at us!
We couldn't continue to argue! because we wanted to wait for him to leave! So this lasted for like 10 mins. and we finally decided to change place to keep fighting. He followed us! wtf!
We managed to escape but after that we had no mood fighting anymore.
Thank God. I think You sent us an angel.
We went to this cafe in city that served us really good coffee. Probably the best decaf coffee I have ever had and the ricotta cheese cake was so moist and yummy!
Our love is really a bit extraordinary i think.
Today: Woke up... got my usual morning kisses from Jay...kissed him back...asked for breakfast to be served...he said he could make it in 30 mins... but I told him not to...continued sleeping for like 30 mins...woke up...had char siew buns and coffee for breakfast...did my work....heated up the fried rice he put in my fridge for lunch...worked...cooked the frozen udon noodles he bought (*imported from Japan*) with beef balls and eggs for an early dinner...worked...Jay came at 8pm just now...and we went out for a quick dessert...came back...watched a travel show on YouTube...cuddled a bit...he had to leave at around 11pm...
So this is Jay
>>> he normally wakes up earlier than me because he has to go work, and every morning, I would wake up to morning kisses on my WhatsApp...unless we argued the day before (but even if we did, he would normally still send me kisses).
>>>He doesn't mind driving 30 mins to my place, just to see me...He would never let me take the train to his place..even if I wanted to... He would come pick me up and send me home...always...
>>>He loves cooking...and he doesn't mind cooking for me...and all the washing afterwards....
>>>He would 'hide' stuff in my room for me to discover from time to time...New installations (e.g. smart storage solutions)...face masks...lubricants...food...his clothes....
>>>He knows that I like dessert and coffee...so now from time to time if he comes over he might bring me cakes...
So, you see, he's really good! But looking at some of the previous posts, I think I might have portrayed him in an unfavourable light.
So I should try to do some personal reflection now...So this is me
>>>If i am not happy about something (regardless how big or small), I would get to the bottom of it...so we argued...for a few hours for something really small...because I just couldn't let go
>>>I am not as romantic as he is...in fact i don't think I am romantic...If I am not happy, I don't send kisses to him...I even pushed him away when he tried to kiss me
>>>I am very 'high-maintenance'. I need to do stuff in proper ways (defined by me)...otherwise i get upset. It takes me significantly longer to get ready and go out...he's always waiting for me to be ready....
>>>I am overly sensitive. I will test him to see if he remembers what I told him... If it appeared that he forgot what he said he would do for me...I would get upset
>>>To conclude, as much as I hate to admit it...I think I am turning into a
Should I call it weird or unique? Two days ago, friday night, no, actually since Thursday...we were already in bad terms. I forgot what the exact reason was. Opps I can't even remember why we argued as if we were gonna break up. This is how crazy we can be (maybe it's me?)
And yesterday, we went for a run... 7k...and he was OK with me going for my Malaysian food! maybe that's why my mood got so much better...then we fxxxxd. Then we kissed passionately...
It's really interesting how sometimes we argued and the next second we were totally fine!
Oh, yea, now I remember. So that day, I got really angry with his attitude at dinner so I stood up suddenly and headed to the counter to pay. I was planning to pay and leave the restaurant myself. But then by the time I was done with paying, he was already waiting for me outside blocking my way and dragging me to the side. Not sure how many people were looking at us though! lol
Then he snatched my wallet! lol (now that I think of it it was so funny). He snatched my wallet so that I couldn't leave him. Then we went to the park to talk. And suddenly, this creepy/crazy/insane/mentally ill guy started stalking us. He first came to us and asked if we had a lighter. Then he stood at a pole 1 meter away from our bench and looked at us!
We couldn't continue to argue! because we wanted to wait for him to leave! So this lasted for like 10 mins. and we finally decided to change place to keep fighting. He followed us! wtf!
We managed to escape but after that we had no mood fighting anymore.
Thank God. I think You sent us an angel.
We went to this cafe in city that served us really good coffee. Probably the best decaf coffee I have ever had and the ricotta cheese cake was so moist and yummy!
Our love is really a bit extraordinary i think.
You must make it easier to learn your 'selok-belok', else you might end up frustrating him one of this days. Continue to work at it. All the best!
ReplyDeletei cant be your boyfriend, cos i will make you upset a lot :)
ReplyDeletei dont really remember stuffs that well and so if you test me i will fail lesmiserably... :)
and where is the "notify me" button to click?? :( i wont know when you replied to my comment!! and i dont know how to add on to it... it could be a template problem? lol