MCC gay church

Have been waking up really late for the last few days or few weeks probably? 

Same thing: always hard to fall asleep, getting up to pee once or twice and going back to sleep. 

Was planning to go to Newcastle, a city north of Sydney today to visit a new friend but as I was still feeling tired and heavy headed I called it off. 

Went to the city for lunch. Didn't know where to eat. Maybe I wasn't in the mood, just so much in my head. 

Ended up having hainanese chicken rice at an 'okay' place, nothing exciting. 

Took a short stroll before heading home. 

Again, I was reminded about things we did and places we went. 

  This is the Sydney town hall building, from the side. You won't miss this building because no matter where u go , it seems like u will pass by this place. And tell you what, I have been walking for past this place for more than two years and didn't know it's the town hall. 

I can be that ignorant. 

Across the town hall building is the queen Victoria building, a high end shopping mall. 

What's special about it to me, is that there's a toy shop, hobbyco located on the second and third floors. 

I had never been inside the shop until my ex brought me there. They sell Legos, plane models, and lots of other toys like remote controlled helicopters and etc. 

There are lots of memories there... I got my first Lego mini figure there....

Went to the metropolitan community church tonight. It's my first time there and it's quite a well known gay church. 

The turn up rate wasn't that high, with only about tweenty people tonight. Only four Asians I think. 

It was kinda spontaneous. I didn't plan to go at all. Was feeling kinda bored and empty so decided to try my luck. I wouldn't say I like it a lot because there are things that I'm skeptical about. 

Don't know what's wrong with health. 

Have had this heavy headed feeling for several days. 

Also, after the massage event a few days ago, i could sometimes feel some discomfort around the tip or opening of my dick, like a slight tingling sensation, sometimes when I peed but not necessarily. 

My butt hole also feels slightly itchy but just very slightly. 

There was no cum I'm pretty sure that day. Could it be his saliva? Or could it be that some germs from my rectum is passed on to my dick given that he fingered me and then jerked me off? 

What's done is done, I know. I can only wish it's nothing serious.