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Fourth Day of CNY (初四)

On our way home @SS2...not very nice leh


Am feeling very very tired right now. Just spent 8 hours in the car today. Traffic was heavy but still moveable thankfully.

Can't really do a proper summary for the happenings in the last few days. But I can say that the 'climax' of this CNY thing has passed.

Despite the usual quibbles, which were rather harmless (i hope), i guess we were still enjoying each other's company.

Dad and mum have to go back to work on Wednesday. A day before I leave for Sydney.

Sisters have also left for work and study. So the remaining two days here would be quite quiet. Not planning any meet ups with friends either as they have also either left the town or haven't been back.

As with most other families, there are some characters within the extended family that I don't really like. But I am glad that I did manage it well this year, by maintaining a friendly smile throughout.

Paternal grandma's lucid moments seem to be diminishing, while maternal grandma suffers from a really weak backbone. Sometime I really wish I could keep them at their current states so that their conditions would not worsen.

The HK guy whom I have spent a week with texted me while I was at my maternal grandma's place. He's back in Sydney. He said he missed me and wanted to see me once I am back. (With Part 1, 2 and 3 One-week love)

Should I see him again? I don't know how to define our relationship.






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  1. just_adFebruary 4, 2014 at 6:03 AM

    you should! it's such a beautiful moment you had with him before :)

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