Emailed my supervisor yesterday, asking for the meeting scheduled today to be canceled because I haven't done enough preparation/work to meet with her yet.
I was super nervous in the past few days as I got an email from one of the firms, asking me to complete an online interview.
So I couldn't work on my research and had to spend time, thinking about questions they might ask me so that I could prepare the answers!
Luckily my friend was very helpful and generous with sharing her experience with me, and a 'new friend' I met on Jack'D that gave me some very useful tips too.
I had about 7 days to work on my research (as i meet with my supervisor weekly). The first 4 days just burnt, because I was lazy. The remaining 3 days, because of the interview. So I am one week behind my schedule now!!
The supervisor replied this morning, saying it was ok to call off the meeting, but she asked 'do you mind telling me what you did during the week?'. I haven't replied to her email yet. I can't just tell her the truth can I?
So after having a nice and expensive lunch...I decided to get horny. If only I can decide when to start and end the horniness.
I went on to all those apps...trying to strike some conversations but to no avail. Not sexy enough.
I watched porn, which only made things worse.
I checked out sexy guys online. And all the evil thoughts ensued.
So I posted on my Twitter, asking for help! haha..I needed someone to talk me out of it.
I can't have sex, not with strangers at least. Why? Because I will suffer from months of paranoia afterwards.
Luckily a kind soul chatted with me for hours. We talked about the orgies he had, our sexual preferences/roles, nationalities and sexual attractiveness stereotypes, etc.. Thank you!
I am feelign exhausted. My eyes are tired because too much time has been spent on the computer and phone screens.
I need to cool down my eyes so that I can sleep later.
Tomorrow- afternoon got work. Please, love myself...I can't afford to waste time anymore.
Jacking off would be the simple solution
ReplyDeletebut I don't want to do it excessively, not more than once a day. And somehow I feel it's wasted...it's a difficult conundrum
Deletei like to chat with ppl when horny as well.. haha...
ReplyDeleteOh...do you only chat with people when you are horny??
Deletehahahahahaha... sounds like me nia... hahahahahahahahah
ReplyDelete深宫怨妇
DeletePerhaps..play dota when feel horny? XD
ReplyDeleteActually one of the methods I use... Haha
DeleteIf you do not release them when horny, the balls in pain, no?
ReplyDelete[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot