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Let It Go (Frozen)


Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know...well now they know....Let it go...Let it go...Can't hold it back anymore...I don't care....what they are going to say....

Just noticed that I haven't written anything for more than a week! Feeling pretty sleepy now but hopefully I am still able to write down the happenings for the past week

Went out with a few housemates to watch the Disney movie, Frozen today. It's the first day this movie is shown in Australia. Heard about it from a blogger few weeks ago and that it was good.

I didn't grow up with Disney hence I am pretty dumb with the Disney stories. And I wasn't really into watching cartoons. For me, going to the cinema for a cartoon was pretty much a waste of money.

But, Frozen was so so so awesome! I was deeply touched, by the singing, the lyrics, the graphics and most important of all, the story itself.

As a gay, a closeted one, a gay that loves his family, a gay that is confused, a gay that is somewhat lonely, a gay that is in fear, this story speaks so much to me, in so many ways.

If you haven't watched it already, I strongly recommend this movie to you!

I even purchased the Frozen Deluxe Edition album from iTunes ($19.99). I love this song 'Let it go' the most, it was first played in the movie when Princess Elsa ran away from the castle when she finally lost it and her magical power was known to the people.

I don't know about you guys, but I felt it was like us being gays. We have been hiding in the closet for years, some even distanced themselves from their siblings and/or parents because they feel outcast, they feel different, they (or actually we) feel as if they were defective.

Until the very day when you are either forced to or don't really have a choice but to come out, you finally 'let it go'.

And how about people living with HIV? Is their situation harder than ours?

I was almost brought to tears and I actually wondered if there was anyone there who felt the same as me. After all, we all have our untold stories....

 I just received a text from my ex that his parents found that he's gay. I haven't gotten the details yet because he kinda had to hide in the toilet to text me.

The movie had a happy ending. But it didn't conclude with the stale, almost mandatory prince-kisses-princess-and-happily-ever-after kinda ending. Sometimes it's the love among family members that's least expected.

Is there a thick ice brick between you and your family, because you are gay (or for other reasons?) Anyway, go watch it please....

23 Dec 13 (Monday)- Test.

24 Dec 13 (Tuesday)- Had a very lovely dinner at Ben and Nam's place. Played with their dogs too, so cute!

25 Dec 13 (Christmas)- Woke up early, 9am at church. Hung out with some housemates and friends afterwards, had lunch together. It was a rainy and cold day in Sydney! Didn't go to Ben's place again. Sydney was like a dead town. Most of the people were back to their hometowns. Luckily there were still buses. Went to Chinatown to buy dinner. Two men, probably Americans asked me for directions, again! People always ask me for directions.

26 Dec 13 (Boxing Day)- Watched Frozen with housemates at the cinema. Got the ticket for $10 only (normally $19) because they had the discounts with their mobile service providers.

Today, played Dota at home. Tried Drow Ranger (a new hero for me). Went to the gym for cardio.

Merry Christmas everyone. For non-believers, happy holidays!









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  1. Naughty PrinceDecember 28, 2013 at 12:55 PM

    hugs...
    everything will be good...
    actually the Frozen Deluxe Edition album can download.
    I download the whole album on that day i watch the movie.

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    1. untold stories December 28, 2013 at 9:38 PM

      Download for free? Where and how?

      I know how to convert the youtube ones to MP3 but the quality will be lost somehow through the process...and I love the songs so I was willing to pay for it la

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    2. Naughty PrinceDecember 30, 2013 at 12:58 PM

      oic...
      i go to filetube.com and search for the title u want...
      u can find movie or songs there...

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  2. - a L E x -December 28, 2013 at 2:41 PM

    Glad u enjoyed it! :D

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  3. CalvinDecember 28, 2013 at 4:15 PM

    Merry Christmas! From what I read, looks like you have a good time and lots of fun this holiday :)

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    1. untold stories December 28, 2013 at 9:40 PM

      Merry Christmas! Yea, glad it wasn't all too lonely:)

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  4. Shadow WindDecember 29, 2013 at 7:56 AM

    Oh damn, seems like everyone is watching this film and loving it

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