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Massage $90/hour

Don't worry, it's strictly non-sexual this time.

As I haven't been able to sleep well for the past few nights, my neck and shoulders are sore, and lower back too. And because I have been trying to do more weights instead of running these days, I guess my muscles didn't really get to relax.

I remembered KK told me his masseur was good and not expensive. So I messaged him this morning and ask for the contact details. He gave me the number of this guy who is the owner of this massage place. Booked for an appointment at 3pm.

Arrived there just on time. Was feeling excited because firstly, my muscles would get to relax and I knew I was meeting a male masseur. LOL. (I had confirmed with KK that it's a professional and no-sex service)

He's Thai, in his 30s, quite short and doesn't speak good English, probably just a few words like soft, medium, hard, shoulders, neck, etc. Saw some muscles but not humungous la.

I was totally naked and we started by me lying face down. In the first few minutes I was a bit hard, i guess it's natural. And after that, I was basically soft till the end.

The environment was nice. It was clean. It was a room, with a sink inside the room and a shower too (which i didn't use). Sadly, the massage was only 5/10. The pressure was ok but he wasn't targeting the right points. It's more like rubbing rather than really kneading me like a dough by touching the right spots.

Quite disappointed. Luckily I didn't sign up for the 10-visit deal.

After the massage, I went to Chinatown, had a cup of freshly squeezed juice and contacted my ex.

Went to his place and helped him sort out some stuff. He's sick. With cough, sore throat and he was feeling weak. He refused to go to the doctor so I brought him down to buy some Echinacea/Garlic pills and some lozenges for his throat.

I am worried for him but didn't tell him the 'exact concern'. The thing is he's never done a sexual health check since the last time I forced him to go which was a year ago.

And I guess he's not having protection with his current bf according to my experience. But the thing is his current bf is like the same kinda guy like him who doesn't know much about these things.

Anyway, I didn't want to scare him so I just suggested him to have a sexual health check before he leaves the country since it's free.

At the same time, I was also worried that he would pass the germs to me! I'm not trying to be a freak but given the circumstances, if I were to fall sick this time i would be even more paranoid.

Have been having difficulty falling asleep in the past few nights. Tossed around until 3/4 am. And I would wake up early at around 7am to pee. Though I always tried to sleep back in but the quality of sleep was just really bad.


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