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Some Updates...

Have been feeling tired recently because of my mental state and the medications. 

Having antibiotics for my gum infection and the PEP drugs are not funny. I guess my body must be pretty burdened with these. Having muscle ache. My tongue has this brownish to black layer instead of the usual whitish/yellowish layer. I am worried they will be harmful to my body so I went to the GP today to have a blood test done. I didn't tell the GP much except that I needed liver n kidney function tests because I am having some 'herbal supplements'. 

Will meet with the nurse consultant again this Tuesday morning. 

I was feeling quite down this evening but am feeling much better now after 'telling' a friend about what happened to me. I am also feeling better after skyping with my parents though i couldn't let them know my worries but talking to family always makes me feel better. 

A new week is starting tomorrow (actually today) and I am not really ready. I didn't have much activities to do during the weekends anyway but I just don't feel like reading piles of journal articles. 

Hopefully things will turn out OK. I'll just have to have faith in GOD and just be optimistic :)
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  1. Da Closet GuyMay 21, 2013 at 3:32 AM

    Take good care of your body/health. Less emo, more positive thinking and everything will be alright. (:

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