Why treat me like this?

Last few days have passed really quickly as I have gone back to the restaurant that I used to work for.

I know they were short of people but because the pay rate isn't high so I was hoping to get a better one. Anyway, since i didn't get a better one, I sort of have to go back so that at least I am earning some income and not relying on my family totally. 

The burning sensation that I had have kinda become less obvious these two days. But I guess I am still kinda anxious with symptoms. 

I was a bit upset this morning because I saw some tiny red spots near my waist, and above my right nipple. I just couldn't help worrying. Luckily, i was able to be distracted for a few hours because of work this afternoon. 

I went to see a chinese doctor at Tong Ren Tang yesterday. Sleep is an ongoing issue for me, which the doctor got it right. He said my digestive system is not very good, which is true. Will be having the medicine (cooked and vacuum-packed) for the whole week, an hour before sleep. 

Consultation=$25, Medicine=$64. And I only earn about $60 a day (4.5 hours) at the restaurant. Life is hard, I should cook more instead of dining out all the time. 

So, I haven't blogged about me and my ex for quite some time. Early September, here, he finally replied me. We chatted on Skype (just messages) as he refused to see me either on Skype or in person. I thought things were going well, I thought perhaps I could see him as a brother or a good friend. 

After being with someone for a year, you know their weaknesses. You know difficulties or problems they may face. You feel like you should be there to help or support him even though you are no longer his anybody. 

And around that time, I got to know a new friend on Jack"D. We went out twice. First time, we had dinner. Second time, we had lunch. But I know, very clearly that we're just gonna be friends and nothing more than that. 

The second time we went out, we were having lunch and he was playing with his phone. Suddenly he told me that he got a message on Jack'D from a guy and the guy said he looked like a Japanese and was asking if he was a Jap. 

And I asked him to show me who's that guy. It's my ex. And they exchanged a few messages. 

This new friend asked if I would mind, and I said no, I said it's ok for him to make any friends, it's none of my business actually. 

That night, when I got home, I told my ex about it. I told him that the guy who messaged him that afternoon on Jack'D was someone I know. I said, I feel like I should tell you because it would be weird, I think, if one day you found out that he's a common friend and that I knew it since the beginning. I said I think it's out of politeness that I think I should let you know. 

But I totally didn't expect my ex to get so angry at me. The last words were, you are so unbelievable!, and he blocked me off. 

Seriously, I don't know why. Well, maybe I do? Remember I mentioned it previously that I created fake profiles on Jack"D so that I could chat with him but very soon he found out? 

But this time, I stated clearly that it wasn't me trying to be foolish or playing a trick on him or anything. I thought we could be friends, I thought it's polite and the right thing to do. 

I don't know if they are still contacting each other or this 'new friend' got blocked too? 

Perhaps I shouldn't have showed this 'new friend' my ex's picture previously. Perhaps I shouldn't 'remind' him that afternoon that that guy was my ex. Perhaps I shouldn't be so busybody and tell my ex about it. 

Perhaps things would be different now. 

I just don't have a good feeling about having a common friend who knows both you and your ex. Especially if he is having fun seeing how traumatized you two are. Perhaps he isn't a true friend. Anyway, I don't care what your intentions are by befriending and my ex. I would take precautions now, I wouldn't want to trust you anymore. You may think I m a bitch, but i won't let this happen again.

Yes, I super hate two-headed snakes! Beware