Went to the nearby clinic this afternoon for my Liver Function, Hep B, FBC results. As Dr Emma, my usual GP, was fully booked for today, I was offered another doctor.
Dr Patrick, I was told on the phone. I quickly looked it up on the clinic's website. From the short description about him, I could imagine him to be a young and attractive guy. He is Asian, by the way.
Arrived at the clinic 5 mins earlier, as I didn't want him to wait, haha. So, a young, fit, and handsome guy came out to the waiting area and called my name. I quickly stood up and walked towards him. Before we went into his room, he welcomed me with a handshake, and it was firm and that made me a bit shy.
He's about my height or taller (178cm/above), dressed in a tailored made shirt, it was very clear that he has an athletic build. He has a deep voice. Such a wonderful package. Haha
He told me his parents came from Malaysia too, and that he was born here. He was very friendly and somehow I felt as though we were friends.
Perhaps he had a look at my records before we met, or maybe he could sense that I am gay. He asked, 'so did you have anal sex? was it receptive?' I was a bit shocked by his straightforwardness, but interestingly I didn't feel like hiding from him. I was even more surprised when he asked 'so have you come out to your parents?' 'I know it's really hard with Asian parents' 'My flatmate, also a doctor, is gay, and he came out to his family and it took them a few years to accept it'. 'Let me know if you have problem with that, you can let me know, we can talk about it'
He told me he started with Accounting, but didn't like it, switched to completing a Psychology degree, before decided to study medicine.
Throughout the conversation, I was suppressing my desire to look at him more. I didn't want to appear to be a 'hungry' gay and because I know he's straight, I didn't want to stare at him too much. So I pretended to be listening to what he was telling me, pretended that I wasn't attracted by his look. He's just super duper HOT!
Maybe I should start seeing him in the future, instead of Dr Emma. Haha.
More importantly, hotness aside, I was very happy to find a straight guy who is totally non-judgmental towards gay men. I felt respected, I didn't feel to be a second-class person, I didn't feel he was disgusted by the fact that I had anal sex. For the very first time, me being out to a stranger, to a straight man, and the feeling was just amazing when I really felt like I was treated as a normal human being. He cared about my well-being, he asked if I needed help to deal with coming out, he said Asian parents can be hard. I felt like he is on our side. It's like a straight brother caring for his younger.
He's good looking, he has a nice body, and most importantly, his attitude. Such a wonderful experience! I am still reminiscing it.
I'm also happy because the liver function test is normal.
Dr Patrick, I was told on the phone. I quickly looked it up on the clinic's website. From the short description about him, I could imagine him to be a young and attractive guy. He is Asian, by the way.
Arrived at the clinic 5 mins earlier, as I didn't want him to wait, haha. So, a young, fit, and handsome guy came out to the waiting area and called my name. I quickly stood up and walked towards him. Before we went into his room, he welcomed me with a handshake, and it was firm and that made me a bit shy.
He's about my height or taller (178cm/above), dressed in a tailored made shirt, it was very clear that he has an athletic build. He has a deep voice. Such a wonderful package. Haha
He told me his parents came from Malaysia too, and that he was born here. He was very friendly and somehow I felt as though we were friends.
Perhaps he had a look at my records before we met, or maybe he could sense that I am gay. He asked, 'so did you have anal sex? was it receptive?' I was a bit shocked by his straightforwardness, but interestingly I didn't feel like hiding from him. I was even more surprised when he asked 'so have you come out to your parents?' 'I know it's really hard with Asian parents' 'My flatmate, also a doctor, is gay, and he came out to his family and it took them a few years to accept it'. 'Let me know if you have problem with that, you can let me know, we can talk about it'
He told me he started with Accounting, but didn't like it, switched to completing a Psychology degree, before decided to study medicine.
Throughout the conversation, I was suppressing my desire to look at him more. I didn't want to appear to be a 'hungry' gay and because I know he's straight, I didn't want to stare at him too much. So I pretended to be listening to what he was telling me, pretended that I wasn't attracted by his look. He's just super duper HOT!
Maybe I should start seeing him in the future, instead of Dr Emma. Haha.
More importantly, hotness aside, I was very happy to find a straight guy who is totally non-judgmental towards gay men. I felt respected, I didn't feel to be a second-class person, I didn't feel he was disgusted by the fact that I had anal sex. For the very first time, me being out to a stranger, to a straight man, and the feeling was just amazing when I really felt like I was treated as a normal human being. He cared about my well-being, he asked if I needed help to deal with coming out, he said Asian parents can be hard. I felt like he is on our side. It's like a straight brother caring for his younger.
He's good looking, he has a nice body, and most importantly, his attitude. Such a wonderful experience! I am still reminiscing it.
I'm also happy because the liver function test is normal.
haha thinking of switching gp?
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Really considering...But it would be obvious haha
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