Skip to main content

First dildo experience

For the sake of 'brightening' my blog a bit, hence the title.

I will get to the dildo later.

Firstly, thank you to those of you who are still following this little space of mine. Thanks for taking interest in my life though most, if not all of you don't know me personally.

Thanks for leaving the comments.

Managed to get an appointment this afternoon at the sexual health clinic. Zoe, the nurse at this clinic that usually sees me, said that she thought we just met not long ago. Indeed that was the case.

So I told her about the risk. I told her I only wanted a test. Had the test. It's been more than 6 weeks.

She said she wouldn't be too concerned about it. But anyway she let me had the test.

I noticed that the feverish feeling I am having (dry and warm eyes, warm limbs, warm body, body aches, probably mild fever) usually starts in the afternoon.

I am researching about this thing 阴虚内热. So it's about the Yin being deficient, making the Yang too high and hence the 'internal heat'.

Hopefully all these are just something minor.

Had a late lunch in the city.

So recently, these few days, I have been watching quite a lot of porn. And viewing pictures of hot guys on Jack'D made me even hornier.

So I decided to get myself a dildo. Just in case, I have the desire to get fxxxed.

Went to this adult toys store, a kinda famous one. It was very clean and organised.

It felt a bit like supermarket actually. The staffs there, all females looked 'calm' when I walked into the store. They were quite good at not making me feel uncomfortable. Just a 'hi' then I was left alone.

I was hoping to get a realistic dildo but they didn't have it. So I got myself probably the smallest dildo they have there. The other dildos were just so huge, so long and thick that I think would be impossible for me to use without injuring myself.

It's really expensive though. It's $120. Got to get my own lube some more. What to do? I really need this...hahahah

Tried using it just now. Was ok la. Not as good as I expected it to be. Probably I dun like bottoming anymore. Probably it was still too big for me? Or have I come to the point where sex is only enjoyable with someone I truly like?

$120....could have been spent in a better way?

Do you all have a dildo too? Never seen/visited such toys stores in Malaysia though.
Labels:

Comments

  1. soul232August 27, 2013 at 1:09 AM

    hahahaha. that's a better change =)

    I dont have one though I did think of getting one. Went to an adult store at sg wang last time. Pretty limited selection. Really need to get one soon cos it's getting tighter and get easily bleed when I finger

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. untold stories August 28, 2013 at 12:03 AM

      hahaha...need one from aussie? can courier to you but the size might be bigger lol

      Delete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

How long is 20 months?

It's been almost a year since I last wrote. So what prompted me to write again? I still haven't gotten over Jay. He left in June 16? Yes, its now March 18. Shocking right,? How can someone, especially someone like me who can be so determined in my career and studies, who is so rational in all other material aspects, fail to marshal the power to put an end to it. I wanted to write, to remind myself how much time has passed, as his second birthday post our breakup is coming up. Last year, I mailed him a gift and a card. There was no reply. He finally agreed to meet over lunch about half a year ago? I texted him on a monthly basis to say hello. He would give me a simple reply if he felt like it. There was this perpetual urge to see him, to talk to him. I took photos of the baked goods I made. I used the 'save' feature on Facebook to save cute or funny videos. I hoped one day I would have the opportunity to show him all these. How foolish. I noticed I did
7 comments
Read more

The "Emergency Contact"

Got a letter from the insurance company this morning, confirming that my conditions are not 'pre-existing'. Glad that they are willing to pay for my colonoscopy and endoscopy (with an 'excess' of $500, which means I would have to pay for the first $500 in a calendar year for any claims I make).  I called the clinic quickly to make an appointment for the procedures. The earliest they have is this Wednesday, so I will be 'admitted' this Wednesday afternoon.  The lady over the phone said that I must arrange for someone to bring me home after the procedure because I will be sedated (as opposed to anaesthesia) and under NSW laws it is a requirement that I go home accompanied.  I can't think of anyone really. No family, no friends, no one, just me alone. I told her I have no one that I can ask. I wondered what she thought, poor kid maybe. Fortunately, there is a specialised cab service that I can hire to escort me home.  Then, there was the pre-admi
4 comments
Read more

Are you the ONE?

One thing being a gay and single is that, I tend to screen for prospective Bf, every single day, every single time a man, in the right age range walks past me. (Though the age range criteria has been relaxed most of the time) It wasn't this 'serious' in the past, my brain wasn't working like this... Now, it's getting a bit excessive sometimes. Stealing glances at random guys on the bus, in the park, around the neighbourhood, in the gym...And these glances are getting more and more 'advanced'. I know perfectly, where to scan, the legs, the butts, the triceps, the forearm, etc. I know the timing. I know where to sit on the bus so that I can have an easy access to the view. And most importantly, I acted as if I didn't care, with the cool face, acted as if I'm the least possible person to steal glances at random guys. Am I perverted? weird? desperate? Maybe it's the desperateness. With guys that I haven't met, I find myself having all the
10 comments
Read more